Wow i never write blogs anymore. I am so bad at coming here. I just quickly post message from the universe and than off i go. I apologize for not being such a great buddy. I hope and pray all of you are doing well and getting through your hurdles and what not.
So yesterday was my birthday….it was ok. I think that i just have such high hopes of birthdays….because they were always so special in the past. I was let down. I didn’t really care to have a day all about me. I appriciated all the happy birthdays….but i didn’t care that it was my bday. IDK i guess its just part of getting older or something…or my hubby has totally killed it for me. He is far from romantic or knowing anything on how to make me feel special. IDK he knew when we were dating but after that…he never cared to impress me or make me feel special on any ocasion, so every holiday i hate now and i am super bitter. Is that normal? Well i am so glad my birthday is over. I don’thave to be depressed that my husband sucks…at making my day special. All i ever do on my special days is cry. :( So i am glad its over!!!
Anywho…so i have been walking.
Now this week i am upping my miles up to 5!! So here goes nothing today!! I wonder how long it will take me on the treadmill. We shall see. So goals for the week.
1. Walking 5 miles 5 times this week
2. 150 crunches a day
3. 75 push ups every other day
4. Positive attitude
5. Get in more fruits (i usually eat lots of fruits but the last 2 weeks i have been slacking)
6. Healthy snacks.
7. Reserve Saturdays if i want a beer (light beer)
8. i am going to start a 8 week challenge of not going to fast food (sometimes its so convientant….so lets see how these 8 weeks go…and than maybe we can make it a lifestyle!)
9. introduce more healthy food to my family especially my son
10. count calories and log food.
Ok these seem manageable.
i think i just need to push myself more…i’m thinking about doing a weight loss channel on youtube…idk i see ppl do that, and i think its so cool. And if i get enough viewers…than i will be accountable…idk i could share it with ppl if anyone is interseted. ???? here is a link of an example of ppl that do it.
http://www.youtube.com/user/ThruThickNThin
hope all is well. *hugs* to all you fabulous buddies! Thank you all for your comments